Hamha,
I hate to see the one i love happy with someone
but i surely hate it more to see the one i love unhappy with me
Well here i am again. I just came back, 2 hours ago from seeing a friend off. She's going to australia to continue studying. Or at least i think so, did i mention that she spoke cantonese? Finally somebody who could do that, i mean apart from the other two who know cantonese but not as good as me. Just kidding.....so it was sad but people will have to leave you someday one way or another.
So today is my school's e-learning day that's how i found the time to go see my friend off. After a long while i managed to finish everything. Also did i say that i was selected to be one of my class representatives for an algebra competition? Of course i didn't, i haven't posted for who knows how long. So i'm still practicing, hope my class wins or they'll have my head.
I am finally over what happened to me....i got what i had been wishing for in a very long time and got it so now the pain's gone. It's a weird way to get a wish but i got it so that's what matters and in the best way possible in which i can change the surroundings any way i want to. I got it in a form of a....dream. 5 minutes was what i wanted and 5 minutes was what i got (i think). My wish was to spend 5 minutes with her one last time and got it in my dream and everything went on perfectly. Now those 5 minutes will be forever etched in my mind, never will i let it go.
I had a dream and it was about you....i smiled and i got the moments i wanted
then i noticed a tear fell from my eyes...you know why?
Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye....